when was i so badass?
WHEN WILL THIS STOP
I CANT HANDLE THIS ANYMORE
THE HURTS
LETS TALK ABOUT HURTS. I wanted to see them for a long time. and I just could not miss the opportunity to stand under the stage and be close to them.
of course its a pity that they did not have a press conference but what can i do. ce la vie.
soooo, I was standing under the stage and here they come.
AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I NEED TO WORK. I CAN NOT EVEN YELL. I JUST SEE THEM AND I HAVE NO WORDS. I think i just got fozen.
and this they begin to sing.
I sing, cry, laugh and take photos at the same time. by the way they have turned out quite ok, surprisingly.
I yelled the entire concert. knew all the songs by heart. haha
they decided to end the program song STAY. I KNEW. I FUCKING KNEW THIS IS HOW THE CONCERT WILL END.
and on the last song I lost it and I burst into tears.
THAT NEVER HAPPENED TO ME. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I JUST CRIED AND COULDNT STOP. CALL THE DOCTORS MISA LIST IT. SEND HELP.
Well, something like that. I would like to write something else. but I just can not go on. it’s just kind of roller-coaster of emotions.
OK. I’M DONE.

there is one girl, a photographer, that i know.
she asked me if she can make some pictures of me in lingerie or even half naked cuz she likes my body type
thats kinda….uuuuhm…i dont know even
i’m not confident about myself to make photos like that
i mean i am small (150 cm) and chubby
what is there to make photos of?
i had a dream about this
based on the converstations we had in the chat
hahhaaa….DONT EVEN ASK WHY I’M HAVING THIS DREAMS OK I DONT KNOW
here we have me, Discord, Vanilla and Litha :3
HOW CAN A PERSON BE SO AMAZING I DONT EVEN KNOWWW