okay but one of those “whatever tag shows up for this word” memes for:
-son
-trash
-dead
-child
-smol
-hate
i need to draw but i still feel like shit
i dont know whats wrong with me today. every time i try to get out of bed my head starts spinning like crazy and it feels like the floor is moving. what is this? am i dying?
holidays like mothers day and fathers day makes me want to be fictional and a part of batfamily…since my parents hate me
Update on Lotta
Yesterday we went to the surgeon who’s gonna operate her. Also
made tests for biochemistry. No
contraindications for surgery were found. There will be two surgeries, both under anesthesia.
First surgery will be today.
First, the right side will be cleaned out because its more affected. And at the same time she will be sterilized. After 3 weeks, when all will heal and Lotta will get stronger there will be another surgery, on the left side.
That’s it for now…

changed my profile picture
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i am really upset. i draw for so many years now and stil didnt develop my own style and just draw in fucking anime style. thats why i dont draw much recently. CUZ I HATE HOW IT LOOKS SO MUCH.
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