i can be mad and you will think i am joking
this is litteraly how it was…
i get sad quite a lot recently and Alex doing all he can to make me smile. i love him so much
the closer i get to my birthday the worser i feel
it got really cold so sudden. i cant even force myself to stand up from bed. even my dog is sleeping really close to me and under the blanket which is not how she usually acts. gaaah. ಥ_ಥ