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Please help me.

redmisa

This will be a long post about things that happened to me recently.

In June i was kicked out by parents after a huge fight. I wont go into details. Just know that they didnt agree with my life choices and were really abusive and manipulative towards me and always blamed me. So i snapped, i couldnt take it anymore and said everything that was on my mind. The result was me being on the streets with nothing in my pockets.

Thanks to some really close friends of mine i was able to afford a living in a hostel. I lived there for month and a half and now i work there too. I found an apartment that costs most of my payment and that the cheepest you can find in my city. I work my ass off everyday to be able to afford it and its still not enough. I dont have money for food and i dont even want to think about clothes that i will have to buy for winter (cuz apperantly my parents threw away everything i couldnt take with me). Now I have 3 no food days so that i can save some money and i’ve never felt so weak before.

And today something really bad happened and i cant take it anymore. I was on my way to work when i reached into my bag for my wallet i couldnt find it anywhere, so i rushed back home to see if its there but it wasnt. So I assumed it was stolen the day before.

I was late for work for an hour cuz i couldnt pay for the ticket and had to get to work in really long and weird way using and old ticket that i found on the ground.

AND ALL MY MONEY WAS THAT WALLET. There was my month payment that i have to give for the apartment on the 1 of September. I already talked to my landlord and he said that he gives me time till 10 of September. If i cant find money by that time i will have to leave and again i will be homeless again.

And plus to all that my period started and I CANT EVEN AFFORD FUCKING TAMPONS.

So i am asking for donations. I dont want to but i have no one else to ask.

Here is my PayPal: alcoren@online.de

If you cant help me please reblog this post, maybe someone else will.

Thank You for reading my story.

to-ma-to asked:

Mourn me. I am horrible, i know

jaspirin answered:

Once there had been a small, glowing red gem inside a lantern. Imprisoned, yes, but at least she was intact and protected.

Jasper’s hands felt bulky and clumsy suddenly, her sobbing ugly - too much, too shaky, making her fingers tremble where they could not; she had to keep hold to every single tiny shard. If even one was lost…

She closed her hands carefully into a ball and held it to her chest. “Coral,” she sniffed. No one was around to hear her. Everyone else was gone, leaving only her and her shattered lover.

“Coral, please. Please come back. You can’t be gone. You can’t.”

The forest around them - around her, there was only her now - was burnt, charred, trees blackened and still faintly glowing with sparks, the last remaining glittering pieces of what Coral had created. Jasper curled, holding the shards in her hands tightly enough that they dug into her skin.

I should have kept you in that lantern. I never should have let you out. I never should have let you follow me to this godforsaken planet, let you be hurt. I was supposed to protect you.

“I was going to keep you safe forever. Coral. My Coral.”

redmisa

See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Please help me.