, i cant do this anymore im so tired ill either die from starvation or my illness will kill me i want this to end... i give up
. god when will this end im so hungry im crying and my old tablet broke i cant even draw fkr money anymore and now i have cysts in my breast how am i supposed to pay for that i want to die please i want tjis to end im so tired
. why am i alive? im so tired so fucking tired maybe I'll just let tgis illness consume me so i wont have to suffer anymore