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Please read

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It will be really hard for me to write this so please bear with me and my messy writing. The thing is. I am broke. Again. I am starving. Again.

My tablet and laptop broke so I can’t do commissions. My tablet was old, the working panel just stopped responding to pen. My laptop was also pretty old and videocard basically burnt out.

And to make things worse I recently found out that I have a cyst in my breast and I have no money to pay for my medical treatment. I always knew that I would have that eventually since my mom and grandma had it too but I didn’t know it would happen so soon.

I went to couple of banks to ask for a loan but was declined in all of them. I have money to pay for rent but that’s all I have.

I am tired and I have no strength to fight this anymore. All I want is to just go to sleep and never wake up.

I don’t have PayPal and can’t make a gofundme page since both of those services don’t work in my country. The PayPal I used before belonged to the friend of mine and now she use it for her own needs. As for gofundme, well it doesn’t work in Ukraine.

I will appreciate any help, every like and reblog, every word of support. But to be completely honest with you…I don’t think I have any strength to fight this anymore.

Thank you for reading this. Thank you and I’m sorry.

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If any of you would like to help pls send me a private message. Thank you

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My friend let me use their PayPal. It’s Inyunaruto22@yahoo.com

So please, if you have a few dollars to share, donate. I will be forever grateful.

Thank you so much.

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This is the last time I reblog this post…

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-Can you, fucking please, put the goddamn book down and talk to me?
-Can you fucking not?

quick drawing of my twd OC with the most handsome asshole aka Negan :D

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i would like to apologize to all my DC followers for mysme spam. i am so in love with this game and all the characters (except for Rika, she can choke and die FUCK YOU RIKA I HATE YOU). so pls just bear with me XD

or you can download and play it too so we can be in this dating sim hell together

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*slams fists on table* I LOVE JUMIN HAN

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Please help me.

This will be a long post about things that happened to me recently.

In June i was kicked out by parents after a huge fight. I wont go into details. Just know that they didnt agree with my life choices and were really abusive and manipulative towards me and always blamed me. So i snapped, i couldnt take it anymore and said everything that was on my mind. The result was me being on the streets with nothing in my pockets.

Thanks to some really close friends of mine i was able to afford a living in a hostel. I lived there for month and a half and now i work there too. I found an apartment that costs most of my payment and that the cheepest you can find in my city. I work my ass off everyday to be able to afford it and its still not enough. I dont have money for food and i dont even want to think about clothes that i will have to buy for winter (cuz apperantly my parents threw away everything i couldnt take with me). Now I have 3 no food days so that i can save some money and i’ve never felt so weak before.

And today something really bad happened and i cant take it anymore. I was on my way to work when i reached into my bag for my wallet i couldnt find it anywhere, so i rushed back home to see if its there but it wasnt. So I assumed it was stolen the day before.

I was late for work for an hour cuz i couldnt pay for the ticket and had to get to work in really long and weird way using and old ticket that i found on the ground.

AND ALL MY MONEY WAS THAT WALLET. There was my month payment that i have to give for the apartment on the 1 of September. I already talked to my landlord and he said that he gives me time till 10 of September. If i cant find money by that time i will have to leave and again i will be homeless again.

And plus to all that my period started and I CANT EVEN AFFORD FUCKING TAMPONS. 

So i am asking for donations. I dont want to but i have no one else to ask.

Here is my PayPal: alcoren@online.de

If you cant help me please reblog this post, maybe someone else will.

Thank You for reading my story.

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i just had to lay down and cry over how much i love DC characters