Please read

It will be really hard for me to write this so please bear with me and my messy writing. The thing is. I am broke. Again. I am starving. Again.

My tablet and laptop broke so I can’t do commissions. My tablet was old, the working panel just stopped responding to pen. My laptop was also pretty old and videocard basically burnt out.

And to make things worse I recently found out that I have a cyst in my breast and I have no money to pay for my medical treatment. I always knew that I would have that eventually since my mom and grandma had it too but I didn’t know it would happen so soon.

I went to couple of banks to ask for a loan but was declined in all of them. I have money to pay for rent but that’s all I have.

I am tired and I have no strength to fight this anymore. All I want is to just go to sleep and never wake up.

I don’t have PayPal and can’t make a gofundme page since both of those services don’t work in my country. The PayPal I used before belonged to the friend of mine and now she use it for her own needs. As for gofundme, well it doesn’t work in Ukraine.

I will appreciate any help, every like and reblog, every word of support. But to be completely honest with you…I don’t think I have any strength to fight this anymore.

Thank you for reading this. Thank you and I’m sorry.