Why DCCU success is so important to me?

most of people i know look at me like i’m crazy why i am so pissed and upset about so many bad reviews regarding BvS

i cant even begin to describe what those characters mean to me. i grew up reading dc comics and watching cartoons. i’m in this fandom for more then 15 years.

last summer when my parents kicked me out and my ex broke up with me i was alone and almost jumped off the bridge and the thing that stopped me was the thought: oh wait i wouldn’t be able to see new dc movies when i’m dead

so please understand me