I’m sorry.
l’m still messing with TAS scenes. Guess the episode? :)
I accidentally got a hair dye in my eye….THE BUUUUUUURRRRNNN
this is what i have wasted my time on for the past week
Well this was everything I dreamed it would be
everyone is embarrassed of their fourteen year old self trust me if you’re fourteen right now you will regret whatever it is that you are doing at this moment
What, being a SuperWhoLockian, Tumblrian, and just being generally pretty good? I don’t think so.
screenshot this and look at it in 3 years
Wow holy shit guys, it’s been approximately 5 years and I’m drunk enough to not regret finally acknowledging this
Surprise surprise, I was that kid
I know the above is the most cringy 14 year old thing to say, but hot damn y'all I was a child and I had just found an online community of people where being a fucking nerd was “hella cool” and oh my god I was having a blast, and with my new fragile self confidence I decided to say “no I don’t regret what I’m doing/what I like right now at this moment because I don’t hate myself and that’s pretty neat!” And y'all remember 2012-2013 tumblr that shit was absolutely cringy, I was just repeating phrases I’d heard. But then, it got turned into a “laugh at the child” and then I got dozens upon dozens of hate messages and my confidence about literally everything got shattered
I had messages telling me to kill myself and messages calling me a snowflake and an idiot and a c*nt and all those other words that are meant to hurt you. Even years after I changed my URL, I’d get a sinking pit in my stomach whenever I’d see this post go around again because I knew I’d get those three or four snide anons asking “so do you regret it?”
And yes I absolutely do, fuck off
So yeah, I was a stupid tumblr kid and probably shouldn’t have commented
But I didn’t deserve the onslaught of hateful messages
So now y'all know, it’s me
Surprise, or whatever
LET CHILDREN BE HAPPY
LET CHILDREN ENJOY THINGS
STOP TARNISHING CHILDREN’S LIVES WITH YOUR ADULT BITTERNESS AND CYNICISM
I think a far more helpful interpretation of this message is: yes you may look back on the things you said and did when you were younger, and you will cringe with regret, your soul will curdle at some of the memories, you may even feel eaten alive by guilt for some of it…and that’s okay. We’re all changing, all the time. People change, our interests change, our beliefs change, we learn, we grow. Whether it’s something hugely profound or growing out of a fandom we no longer fits us.
None of us are who we are at fourteen.
Except perhaps those adults who feel the need to shame children for trying to discover who they are through the things that currently bring them joy. Those people can fuck off.
this is a fridge, you put your shit in the gel and it keeps it cool, than you just reach in and take it out. the gel automatically reforms.
WTF
what happens if someone falls in
then they freeze and 1000 years passes and they fall out and get a cyclops for a girlfriend
i dont know where i was going with that tbh
DORIAN PAVUS IS THE MOST BEST SOUL EVER. EVERYBODY NEEDS A DORIAN PAVUS IN THEIR LIFE.