You called me a villain. Never thought of myself as that...[insp. x]
It is seriously uncomfortable when people bash on my favorite character. Or my favorite stories. My favorite Graphic Novel is by far, The Killing Joke, and don’t get me wrong, I understand perfectly well why they might hate it, especially because of the sexualization of both Barbara and Jim Gordon, but it just makes me feel like shit, it even makes me question myself, my values, my morals, after all, what does it say about me that I literally love a character like The Joker ? I suppose to some people it just screams mental illness. I now get why so many people that I follow don’t follow me back, after all, I pretty much represent the character they all hate, besides the fact that I don’t care about any of the robins, at all (though perhaps Tim a bit), and I am pretty much indifferent towards their “baby”, Jason Todd.
I just feel like I don’t fit in, neither in this fandom or this website, and it makes me real sad but … Oh well, what can I do about it ? My psychiatrist does believe I have a personality disorder, so I guess you’re all right about it.





